Final

That was the final decision...

I wont bother anymore...

Again,..

I repeated...

I don't wana get involved in your complicated things anymore...

Settled!

One month by one month...year per year...

and...

Finally,..

It come to the end!

It just settled by today approximately 3 years and 9 month...

Its difficult to express my feeling right now...

Tolerates...I already gave...

Trust...I already gave...

Chances...I already gave....

Forgiveness...I already gave...

But not this time anymore...

The matters ended like this ways...

Ermm....I feel no regret...

As..

I had done my responsibility in this relationship...

In fact, I done beyond from that...

As tolerates, trust, chances and forgiveness that I given before...

Not really wish to share the story behind of this matters...

I just wish to keep those days in those years in my memory...

As you were my choice before that...

This chapter had came to the end...

New chapter...

Here I come!..

And thanks to appear in my life wo!...

Changes

Everything seem had changed compared to last 3 years....

Ooops,...I wrong...

It absolutely changed, not seem had changed...

I realized those...

And yet, I keep hoping these only a dream...its false..

Once again, I get a wrong answer...

I knew...

All those uncertainty happened...

It not you really wana to...

But, cant you considered...

From my side...

Grandparents' Grand Birthday dinner

Right after luncI had been busy...

Went to Nail Dream house...

Polishing my toe and finger nails...

Next,

To saloon...

The timing is so close...

That I need to be hurry...

To get my bath...

My clothes on, make-up...

Thanks God!...

I can made it on time...

Celebrations of Grandparents' Birthday

Its 6pm....The dinner get started at Dai Choong Restaurant....

There were around 10 tables...

Including own family, relatives, and some friends...

More importantly, was their happiness since they birthday...

Everything went smoothly...

Thanks to my Gu Cheong, being cameraman...

Capturing a lot of nice photos while dinner time...

Its good to notice they all were in happy mood...

Long live my Grandparents...

Love you two forever...

The photos:

Beloved Grandparents Birthday

This is the day..I had been waiting for since last 2 month....

All my beloved will be gathering together at this special day...

Except my dad still being offshore, my aunt and Karen, at JB due to SPM...

Will be have our very first celebration at my granny's house...

All the relatives and friends will meet at there for the very first celebration...

Before the dinner...

As this is the special day for me, my grandparents and my family...

All my stress and unhappy things, I had removed it to the "recycle dustbin"...

Just for one day or this weekend only...

Let me enjoy these precious moment...

Without any disturbances...

Grant me happiness...

Be myself...

The one who loved by my family...

Exhausted

Many things happened since after my last post......

There are somethings that I cant carry on as usual...as previous...

Im tired....the "tired" that I doesnt mean as simple as T-I-R-E-D....

I felt like I wana to let go of everything...

Feel like wish to have a long holiday or vacation...

Forget about REVISION...EXAM...ASSIGNMENTS...and...

those unhappy feeling that bother me..

The feeling of exhausted...

It happened maybe due to everything that happens in the same times...

Packed in the same times...

Need to be hurry in the same times...

Need to be done in the same times too...

Causing me stress...

It made me really wish to bungkus those and dumped into the sea...

Without waving goodbye...

Really really wana do that...

But...

Endora will pop-out when I felt that...

Helping me...

It really feel better...

Things become more worse...

When the place I used to rely on...

The place where I get my love...

The place where I pampered by...

Undergoing of changing process...